Thursday, April 15, 2010



BACK TO BACK TO BACK

- A NEW 3RD TIME REVENGE .
JUST TO REALIZE THAT I STILL "NEED" HIM .
I NEED HIS HUG AND HIS LOVE FOR NOW !!
NEED SOME ARMS TO CRY ON :((
EVEN IF I HAVE MANY PROBLEMS TO FACE I GOTTA GO ON AND ON !!
SORRY FOR THOSE I HURT
MY BELOVED FRIENDS ;))

"sorry pero hindi ko siya talaga kaya bitawan oo hindi ko na siya "MAHAL".pero kailangan ko siya. "OO" nasaktan ko kayo sa mabilisan ko pag desesyon at mas pinili ko "SIYA".lahat ginawa ko na "OO" "MARTYR" ako i ADMIT IT fellas !!
pero ito na ata yun pinaka maganda na ginawa ko sa lahat ng pagkaka mali na nangyari sa BUHAY KO !
alam ko na lahat kayo na bigla .dahil nagulat kayo ng dumating ako sa BAR kasama siya at "SWEET"kami .siguro mas mabuti na 3rd last chance is ENOUGH??
pasensiya na kayo sa isang tulad ko nag mahal lang po ako at patuloy na nag mamahal sa kanya,at patuloy na masasaktan sa kanya?"

ALAM KO NA PATI IKAW BUSH♥NA GALIT KA SA AKIN .THANK YOU SA PANGARAL !

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

ADMIRE ??


my lola was in trouble last morning we saw her lying in her bed !
we thought she is already dead (hndi pala)
kaya isinugod namin siya nila mommy sa hospital near our house in manila (MARTINEZ MEDICAL HOSPITAL)..
wowow^_^ na assist naman siya ng mabuti ng mga doctor sa ER
that time i was in panic state .
tahimik lang ako na naka masid sa lola ko habang naka restrain siya and habang inaayos siya ng mga doctors !
that time i can't speak wala lumalabas sa mouth kung hindi iyak lang ako ng iyak (super)
nasa bleacher ako ng ER ng lumapit sa akin yun isang nurse(HE)
binigyan nya ko nq panyo then he said "STOP CRYING MISS YOUR LOLA WILL BE OKAY"
kinilig akooooo .. "as in"
and he said you wanna go with me i said where?
sa canteen kain tayo.sumama ko and then dun nag kwentuhan kami haha :p nakalimutan ko na yun lola ko 50"50 na that day ?!
sauce' gwapo niya licensed nurse na siya for 1year !

ngayon yun lola ko nasa ICU para mag pagaling but still she is UNDER OBSERVATION .

(thank's to mr.nurse)
okay time for me to go back to the hospital again !
bye bye :*

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

did anyone see a "NEW ME"??




oh MAH GOSH !!i HATE my weight !!
i want to back my OLd waistline "22-23"
now im too fat from 23 to 25 ..
DO I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT ?so that my EX will see my beautiful body (joke).
im so worried about my waistline ! :((
do i have to TAKE AERO or a GYM? (as if i can??) ..
thank's RON ERROL MATEO(my beybe♥)
you give me a GOOD IDEAS !! harhar:)

Sunday, April 11, 2010



"A DAY TO REMEMBER"
THAT IS ME AND MY CLOSEST FRIEND SHE IS ROWIE ANN SISON .
I LOVE HER SO MUCH AS MY SISTER.
WE BOTH LOVE ROCKING OUR WORLD
WE MANY DIFFERENCES BUT IT DOES'NT MEAN SO MUCH TO US :*
SOMETIMES SHE IS MY ARMS WHEN I FEEL SO DOWN AND BLUE .
SHE IS MY ENEMY BUT SHE IS MY LOVER (get it??)

BUT ONE DAY:
(MARCH 05 2010-8:OOAM)
MY MOMMA RANG MY PHONE AND SHE TOLD ME THAT MY BESTFRIEND "ROWIE"
PASSED AWAY LAST NIGHT AT TONDO GENERAL HOSPITAL ."SHE IS DEAD ON ARRIVAL"
I FEEL SO ALONE THAT TIME
I CAUGHT MY SELF ON THE CORNER OF MY ROOM
CRYING AND TALKING TO THE PICTURE OF MY BESTFRIEND ..
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT MY FRIEND IS ALREADY DEAD .
IAM ALWAYS FETCH MY IMMAGINATION INSIDE HER ROOM PLAYING POKER AND MAKING FUN TO OUR OTHER FRIENDS AND KNOWN PERSON !!
I LOVE HER SO MUCH AS MY SECOND FAMILY,SECOND SISTER !!

i was what IAM

I KNOW GOD CREATED ME TO LOVE A GUY LIKE YOU <3






that is ME and my little sister her name is WRENCIE LAZO..
hmmp :))sometimes i HATE her atittude because she is so MOODY and kindda maarte not LIKE me iam TOO SIMPLE IN EVERYTHING ...
magka sundo kami sa pagiging MAHAROT AT BRATTINELLA TYPe namin ..
harhar WE BOTH LOVE FASHION but WE HAVE OUR OWN PASSION !!
we LOVE MAKING THINGS FUN .
we both hate ugly GUY (sauce'maarte)
sometimes siya nagiging mas "ATE"sa akin kasi minsan CHILDISH ako..

PERO KAHIT NA ANONG MANGYARI FIGHT LANG KAMI NG FIGHT :*

i was on my mood to say those shits *


• I got a serious trip, it's a one way ticket to your heart.<3
• You can fool the world with all the make-believes, but you can never have the triumph in fooling yourself
• False friends stabs in the back. Lovers stabs in the heart, but best friends only pokes faces with straw.=)
• The world could be a small place to live in, but if you lose the one you love, this world is strangely huge to find that love again..
• The day you finally love me will be the day I finally stop chasing you.
• I don't care how it's taking so long, but I'll always be with you.. & I guess you have to stick with me too.<3
• Everyday is an answered prayer, it may be sometimes confusing.. but it's for the best for the one's who could accept.<3
• I'd rather be anywhere but here with you. You love, it binds me..<3
• Friendships gave me life, when everything else puts me down..
• You don't have to keep talking, you just have to prove it
• WILL. BE. GREAT. Say that..<3
• Motivation is the key. There's no turning back. Keep moving.<3
• She said: I wish I was her. He said: I hope she realizes that she's really that "her."<3
• Aspirations and dreams.. I'm reaching for it, I aint stopping.<3
• Love doesn't walk away, people do. -poster.<3
• Today, I appreciate you. Tomorrow, I'll keep on loving you.<3
• No one gets tired of loving.. but anyone could get tired of hearing lies, same old excuses, assuming & hurting..
• I've told everyone I have moved on, but when I got a pen.. I always end up writing your name.
• whats meant to be, will always find its way.
• you'll to swallow your pride when you realize that what’s important is the person, not the issue.
• Your worries are mine and my joys belong to you. We will share it all.
• Moving on could be easy if someone has learned to accept everything, even the saddest happenings..
• Love is without demands. Sometimes love means standing firm. Sometimes love means letting go.<3
• Come live in my heart, and pay no rent.<3
• The truth: Its hard making others happy, when they dont realize that you also need someone to do the same..
• You may only live once. But if you do it right, once is enough.<3
• If there's a little truth behind every "just kidding." There's also a little emotion behind every "I don't care." <3
• Past is history... we are living today... look forward, tomorrow's a headstart.<3
• I didn't said, you have to love me back. I just said, I Love You.. & that's just that.<3
• True love don't just happen, it is really MEANT to happen under it's right purposes.<3
• I know that distance is a factor, but I reach out as often as hardly as I can. Just so you know.<3
• Today is a freedom, we're fabulous. It's a declaration. I mean that.<3 via web
• Ignore the people that ignore you. eff them!!
• You ignore me, I ignore you. Then plus one day. Then plus two days. But in our mind, were both thinking of each other. Silly..
• Smile more on me, I have a weakness on that.. but I love it.<3
• Hi, I wasted too much of my time liking you.
• He who thinks of quitting even before doing something will never appreciate the true essence of winning..
• I LOVED. I'M LOVING. I WILL KEEP ON LOVING. <3
• I won't run away, because someone tells me I'm weak. I'd face them, for they were weak enough to see my real strength..<3


• >3 ii
• When pain surmounts & yet you're still standing, the strength is undying.<3
• I've tried, I failed. I'll keep on trying
• You dont count how many times you were on the floor, but for every moment you get up.
• Dogs doesnt bark if they know the person. Lesson: Never mind the false judgements.
• Cry and laugh again. Fall apart and be whole again.. get hurt and love again.
• I dont stop even when Im tired, I just stop when I know I did my part
• I love you like spongebob loves planktons.<3
• Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values..
• I don't spell love, I feel it with you..<3
• I let you win this silly fight, for losing the argument is still better than losing you.<3
• Never let go of the people in your life, coz if you do.. you might realize that you threw your diamonds while you were collecting stones.
• Sometimes, its not suppose to be hard to say.. because sometimes, you are just afraid that someone doesn't feel the same way
• I got a serious trip, it's a one way ticket to your heart.<3
• You can fool the world with all the make-believes, but you can never have the triumph in fooling yourself
• I wanna believe in everything that you say, cause its sound so good.
• Don’t say you love me, unless forever. Don’t tell me you need me, if your not gonna stay, don’t give me this feeling, I’ll only believe in. make it real or take it all away.
3iii
• Hey, can I have your last name
• Embrace the moments while its still there. Forget the worries, love happiness.<3
• I cant paint the skies blue when the dark cloud sets in, but I got an umbrella we can both share if the raindrops fall.<3

• Forget the ones who changed in time.. but love the people who stays true even when time changes.
• Im here not expecting you to love me back, but to make you realize that you're worth loving.<3
• I Love You. No "buts" no "what ifs". <3
• If its not today, then I guess the future of us is what I'll be waiting for.<3
• And tonight, I hope were staring at the same stars.<3
• Forward ever, backward never.
• Hope. Love. Sunshine. Raindrops. Fries. Pizza. Smiles. YOU. <3
• Peter pan said as you close your eyes to think, you'll fly.. But when I think of you, I fall..
• Life is like a dance. Sometimes we lead, sometimes we follow. Dont worry if you miss, whats important is you learn as you go


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Hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon matapang tayo. Minsan kailangan din nating umiyak para mailabas ang lahat ng sama ng loob hindi dahil sa pinanghihinaan ka na, kundi para ipakita na kahit matapang ka, may puso ka pa ring napapagod at nasasaktan.

3v
• I'm happy, I'm sad. I'll be okay. Thank you God! :)
• If we can't be together today, then the days of tomorrow is what i'll wait for..
• Sometimes, I just smile.. because it's easier to do than explaining why I'm sad..
• Please be reminded: You are special, and I Love You.
• Don't pretend that you don't love me. -Poster.
• If you miss someone a little, I guess I could say a little more.. a little too often.. a little too everyday..
• Twitter is love. Quit fighting crap. Just that.<3
• Hey, just wait til you see each other again.. and make more memories like you both used to.. =]
• Because it will always be worth it to be with someone who knows your worth.<3
• Will you keep on loving even if it's not your name the one is whispering? Will you?
• Save the best of yours, for the one who deserves you.<3
• Don't play with someone who shows you true love.. coz when your game is over, it hurts badly over..
• You know you're not over it when the new one comes along, and yet you cant stop recalling the past moments you were with someone.
• Sometimes, the best way to be close to someone is to being friends. Nothing more, nothing less..
• I love you enough, don't be insensitive.
• If it doesn't work in that side, work it out the other way. We are all winners waiting to be discovered.
• I'm not saying I'm inlove. I just said that lately, he's all I think about.. -poster.
• Don't make drastic acts if you can't stand the consequences it brings.
• There's always be that great beautiful star shining. That's the way I see you, fascinating enough.
• No matter how beautiful your fantasies, you still have to wake up with your realities..
• C'mon, lets fall inlove again.<3
• We all got choices and I choose to be happy.=]
• Life isn't perfect, but having the satisfaction with being the ones you love is beyond perfection.
• Friends are like flowers. They bloom, they need care, they're crazy beautiful..
• Dear haters, you can't fully find happiness if you can't just leave me alone to be happy..
• Because whether you like it or not, you can always count on me the way I told you..
• The smiles when I'm with you makes me realize how happiness is defined in a simple way..
• Speak lowly. Be uplifted greatly.
• The worst could be the best. That's the pathetic side of loving..
• If you are unsure, dont make a promise.
• Love. Faithfulness. Honesty. Respect. Hugs and kisses.
• Loving someone who cant love you back is like shaking a giant tree waiting for the tiny dew leaves to fall.
• Learn to pray. Not just because you need something, but because you're ought to thank him about something.
• Our love has changed, its not the same.. because its getting better.. =)
• You may not be perfect in many things, but many things cant be perfect without you..
• Three words, two seconds, one moment: "Thank you God."
• My mouth is sealed, I cant explain. My heart is open.. I just love you this much..
• I got lost in your eyes, now I wanna be found in your heart.
• I wore a mask and fooled the world. I faked a smile and fooled my heart.. it didn't worked out.
• Giving love is the highest pleasure. Receiving it back is the greatest treasure.
• ` Even if I could turn back times, I wouldn't undo every single minute that I was with you.<3
• No races, no colors, no other issues. It's love. It can't be stopped.
• Hold my hand and never let go. For it's meant to fit mine too.<3
• Don't force things. Fight for what's true but let go when you had enough.
• Let God's love be on the center, and you wont be running on hopeless circles..
• Late nights to early mornings, you're on my mind.. and baby I wont get tired..
• There's no perfection, only satisfaction with what life has to offer..
• Relationships, it's a two way street. You both go through it & work it out together..
• Were close, but were not together.
• High enough to fight for what I feel in you. Low enough to accept the consequences in loving you.
• What you see might not always what you get. Know the story before making a conclusion.
• Ideally, you have been more just an ideal person to me.<3
• Friends are like blankets. They give warmth when everything else turns cold..
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o You've come this far. There's no way you're giving up. Just believe..
o Beyond everything, I love waking up with smiles on my heart.<3
o This feeling I'm singing is the tune of love that I felt when I fell for you..
o We take risks in love, whether the conclusion could be a heartbreak or a fairytale..
o God's greatest will always be the best..
o Today's word: HUMILITY.<3
o Have you ever tried being so mad that you almost throw up but then out of nowhere you smiled because that someone said "Hi"? =]
o & someday, the broken chords will vibrate once again finding the perfect melody to play the sound of our love.
o If you can't allow me to be happy, I won't even allow you to make my life miserable..
3VII
o Rest well, dream off beautiful stories, share smiles and love like were dying. Ü
o Admit your mistakes before someone exaggerates the story.
o I cry.. because I never thought that you would find happiness even without me.
o And I'm twice much sorry the moment I first caused you pain.<3
o Listen to advices but don't change to become someone. You are who you are.. and that's unique. <3
o He made me feel heartaches, but he's giving me more love. Thanks to you God! Ü
o I wasn't blaming. I was just saying that sometimes, I become bad because you don't treat me right..
o Rise above the pain, make more happiness and love to the greatest.<3
o Let me be your sweetest hello and your hardest goodbye. Just that.<3
o And you will always be my colorful heaven on this dull world.. <3
o I choose to love. Not because I'm not afraid to get hurt but because it will all pay off when were together.<3
o A thousand hugs for a one weary heart. Let's do it! <3
o Why hang on still when you know it's better off letting go? think. :)
o Sometimes, we give enough love and all we got back is much disappointments.
o Always be thankful. Not just for the times when everything is fine, but also when you recovered after the bad moments..<3
o Just let it go, and be relieved. ü
o If you have the patience, you have the sweetest virtue.<3
o I'm not perfect. I fell inlove with a heartbreaker.
o When people hated you, just walk away and move on to the other side where alot more loves you.
o In my dreams I see how perfectly we could be for each other.. but you just wont give us a try..
o When you love, just love with all of your heart and soul. Nothing more, nothing less.<3
o Trust is like a mirror. When it gets broken, it may get fixed.. but it will never be the same again..
o To those who believe, God is more than enough.<3
o Out of nowhere, Love gives me hope. Ü
o I.CHOOSE.YOU. <3
o Whatever painful thing happened, get over it. You don't have to miss the goodness of life by being sad.
o I'm not being hard on you. You just don't me.
o Chances are rare. Grab some of them when its time. Ü
o I sit here crying not because I miss him but because I can't hurt him the way he hurt me.
o Look back what you were in the past, and how you are today. Is it getting better? Be glad! Ü
o I wrote your name, and I cracked out a smile.. What more if I see you? <3
o Selfishness = karma widespread.
o Falling for you was the only fallout I enjoyed the most.. <3
o I may cry a river, but I also smile like the ocean's bliss when I started loving you..
o There's always that one special person, that no matter what they do.. you can't simply let the feelings go..
o I hate you. [but I love you more..]
o Keep trying til you get your hopes and dreams done. No one gets jailed of being so motivated anyway. Ü
o I stare into your eyes, and I wish happy endings..<3
o I'd rather stay awake and see you far away, than to sleep dreaming of being with you and waking up that it isn't true.
o You know your worth high enough than any other. Dont allow the haters make you feel worthless.<3
o When the air swepts you cold, my hug encloses you with warmth.. <3
o I will stand beside you, welcome to the rest of my life.<3
o Not because I'm tired, that doesn't mean I'm giving up..Ü
o It's not about what you cant do. Its about what you are gifted of doing, what others cant.<3
o Love is in the air, I will breathe more. <3
o And though it hurts, I still manage to smile.. coz I know it will be alright, even for a while. Ü
o We love each other not only because it just happen but rather were meant to feel the same way.. <3
o For hurting me this much, I was made strong. Hey heartbreaker, thank you! but you aint breakin me again..
o Every prayer is a step closer to the solutions of your problems.<3 Execute excellence, if you want success.<3
o Repeated bad experiences happen when you refuse to learn what has already happened.
o Its not easy to forgive and forget.. because at times it could mean scratching the scar again to bleed once more.
o Love is beyond words. Thats why sometimes, even if goodbye has been said, there's still that little emotion that says "please stay."